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by **queenofnerds** on 22 Apr 2011, 20:23

I hate being limited by my sex

I really don't want to spend another evening watching my bf fix his helicopter but damn it's too late to go out on my ownsome. Oh Balls :mad:

by **ursulabear** on 22 Apr 2011, 20:25

helicopter? O__O

by **queenofnerds** on 22 Apr 2011, 21:40

It's a little radio controlled helicopter. He is always taking it apart and fixing bits, he's very good! but boy is it boring to be around him when he is doing it, can't get to my piano either as he is in the way. Might give him a kick

by **ursulabear** on 22 Apr 2011, 21:50

For a minute I thought you meant an actual, full size helicopter! :lol:

by **queenofnerds** on 23 Apr 2011, 09:23

Ha!! That would be kinda cool, don't think I would get bored if it was :lol:

by **milkisobel** on 24 Apr 2011, 17:28

i lied to my boyf and don't tell him i was out in a party last week, and i met this guy, day after i turned the city uʍop ǝpısdn to find his phonecall, get it, met him and spend the night with this other guy... And one moment felt that it'll be change my mood, the day after i really believe that i'm more in love with my boyfriend and that i just needed an other sex experience. Now i don't understand why this other guy do not respond to my text as i want to see him so badly and of course i'm feeling like a whore when i'm with my boyf...seems that i only have lust to sleep...the situation is really sticky.

by **queenofnerds** on 24 Apr 2011, 22:36

Oh sweetie *hugs*

Maybe you should not call this other guy if you want to keep your boyfriend, would be awful for him to find out. I totally know how you feel it's hard to get over those desires. I'm honestly starting to think something happens to women when they hit 30!!

by **milkisobel** on 25 Apr 2011, 02:07

but our relationship turns into something so boring i could die, wandering in the city today and suddenly i ask my man why he never offers me flower "cos you've not enough room in your apartment" O__O

and he was serious...it's his birthday next week and ask him what he wants to do "what you want" what the response. I proposed that we worked together in my garden yesterday, it turned into this "what the fuck are you doing" then see a movie whithout a word and slept back to back. I know that i will never fall in love with the other guy, some rayban/ ralph lauren/ iphone/" i'm sexy and know it" near my 40's yuppie, he's dull as a wall, but life is a thrill with him...
yeah i'm turning 30 and am afraid to miss things from my youth, i beg adventure to my boyfriend and never receive more than a weekly day to day restaurant...in an other way he is so kind, clever, supportive, smart, handsome, sensitive blabla blabla...but it's like to live with a mormon! i miss bad guys...and i'm feeling like a crap to say that, crave to a good man during ten years, have one and getting deliberately into troubles...just need to sleep and see some (girl) friends this week.

Perhaps did we start this "i'm 30 and need a shrink" thread...

by **Becca** on 25 Apr 2011, 03:06

For the past few days I've been having difficulty telling the difference between reality and dreams. Not in the present, but more like I have memories that I'm not sure actually happened or if I just dreamed them. I've had this happen my whole life about stuff that happened a really long time ago, because you know...over time things get foggy. But this week it's been about things that happened a day or two ago. I'll be telling somebody about something I just saw/did/said the other day and then start questioning myself about if it actually happened or not. O__O

Am I going insane?
Also my eyelid has been twitching for 2 days. I wonder if there's something neurologically wrong with me (insert panic here). I dunno...I've had the twitching eyelid thing before. Once it lasted like a week. So annoying. As for the reality vs dream thing? I dunno. Most likely I am going insane. Oh well.

Or I'm just sleep deprived...

by **Jordan~** on 25 Apr 2011, 03:25

I get reality and dreams mixed up all the time. Probably nothing to worry about. That said, I have been insane but there was a fairly obvious stress trigger for that and it wasn't that kind of insane.

by **milkisobel** on 25 Apr 2011, 08:28

twitching eyelid is a magnesium deficiency, drink magnesium+ water each day during a certain time (for me it's as few days to few weeks). Actually memory is affected by magnesium too, but i really had this kind of pb when i regularly take a certain kind of sleeping pills "stilnox" this one is on the forbidden pills list :lol:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Magnesium_ ... _(medicine)

the best metabolised magnesium i take is natural "nigari", two euros in diet/ organic shop, a inch ni a grand bottle to drink all day long

by **queenofnerds** on 25 Apr 2011, 10:12

by **Jordan~** on 25 Apr 2011, 10:56

I'm terrified of turning 30, but I'm only 18.

by **Ann** on 25 Apr 2011, 12:05

by **queenofnerds** on 25 Apr 2011, 13:40

by **ursulabear** on 25 Apr 2011, 15:00

L

just

died.

I may only be 15, but I feel like I am 65. I sleep too much, I am in failing health, and I am a shut in. It’s sad. An

by **queenofnerds** on 25 Apr 2011, 16:35

I was the same when I was a teenager, don't know why I had no energy at all and used to sleep in all the time.

by **milkisobel** on 25 Apr 2011, 17:52

30 isn't really an agestate, it's a way of life, can we accept sara and alex in our group?

back to the thread : i probably put jesus myself on the cross, to crown this wonderful week end i was at a garden party today and there was this asshole who stuck me with his loud voice screaming at me, veggies are suckers, that we need to eat meat, there is no room enough in the world to feed everybody organic so "what are you solution" my solution bastard "i don't care about humanity, and probably starving will resolve unemployment dilemna" then he shut is big mouth up.

I really hate humanity :sure:

by **polliwog** on 25 Apr 2011, 21:08

I'm part of humanity. You really hate me?

Alex, my 30's were the absolute peak of energy and activity in my life. If I could maintain a physical state for the rest of my life, it would be what I was like in my 30's.

by **milkisobel** on 25 Apr 2011, 22:29

why did you say untruth things like that?

majority of people tell me how 30's was cool, but i'm feeling like a mole, useless and tired mole in november.

I'm so hurt by people all day long i wish i could live in a bubble with some VIP chosen true loves, and yeah, i guess my closest tadpoles will be include.

I know it's so "miss france" but i really, really, really don't understand why people are so nausty, idiot, unintelligent, unsmart, unsensible, i always feel like an ant running out of breath in front of a caterpillar (the truck not the insect), so i turn into this reagan lieutenant like, i crave for a gun and fantasy that i kill all assholes around me. It's so emo, i'm ashamed :lol:

but hey, turning 30 and still feel like a tiger in a cage...good job celia.

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