Streetlight Manifesto and NOFX are playing at Groezrock in Belgium. But I need someone who isn't a total dweeb to take me to stop me from being a total dweeb. I don't know anyone who isn't a total dweeb!
The past 2 weeks have been full of me being ignored by everyone, including family. I hate it cause I'll be totally content with my social life then when people start acting flighty I start thinking about it too much and I need lots of affirmation from everyone else, but then I think I start getting needy and try to talk to people too much. Then I overthink whether or not I'm thinking too much about it and I just end up spending a lot of time alone and sleeping a lot.
I heard from the girl who was once my best friend, and with whom I had a huge falling out. She told me that she's dating Kenny. He's my closest friend, why couldn't he tell me? Also, he could do a lot better.
Of course, I have one aim, the grotesque. If I am not grotesque I am nothing.
I'm not saying he avoided you. He just avoided telling you about his new relationship. I'm saying that, if he knew that you would be unhappy (right word?) with his new sweetie, then he may have intentional avoided telling you so he could postpone the things he thought you might have to say about it. But then, I could be wrong. Wouldn't be the first time.