[queenofnerds]

I'm finding it very hard to trust men right now. Every one I've cared for has betrayed me

[queenofnerds]

I managed to say some horrible things out of anger too today. But I think I definitely need to change me. Just very stressed out sorry y'all I will be a better milky mooner soon, generally a better person.

[dwaink]

my suggestion to u is to hammer it out on paper queenie, write all the terrible emotional outbursts u have to say, smash them together and form a poem from them, say all the ways u have been hurt and get down to why it hurts u...not here in the forum of course but on paper. sometimes it helps to look at this stuff written down...u might even laugh at some of the things that u say latter with a differing perspective

lotsa guys on this forum, none of us have betrayed ya...course yer expectation level on us may be some what less....a thing to think about there...always helps to check yer own motivation because sometimes there's the problem hope ya feel better about us pigs...er men soon

[queenofnerds]

Thank you Dwain xx

[Ann]

[milkisobel]

I'm at an other scripwriter workshop and there is this guy who doesn't want to review my script as he's'not into it.so we argue and the group was against me,i spend three hours working on his shit to ended alone in tears,always the black duck when the others are watching short movies.fuck you asshole

[Andrew]

[ursulabear]

I wish she holds me in the same regards as I hold her. I am so lonely. With not being able to talk to her every day, I will feel so out of place. I am sad.

The only person I feel emotionally connected to just graduated. Now who will I talk to?

[milkisobel]

How close are you to her?is she live in your neighbourhood?

[LawnsOfDawns]

Alright guys, I got a problem.

I'm not sure if you remember from the "woo life" thread, I have a fucking awesome boyfriend. We live in LA, and things are great, and we fight sometimes but whatever, it's chill.
However, I am about to go to medical school in the fall, and the only school I got into that is a good school and not obnoxiously expensive is in my home state of Indiana. Which means I have to move back and leave him. I can't ask him to move there with me, and I can't ask him to do long distance (he's never been in a relationship before, and has never been with a dude besides me in any capacity, so I have to let him have these opportunities). It's a shitty situation and there's no solution.

On top of that, the city I'll be living in is one I've never been to before. It'll be isolating, I won't know anyone there, and I'm nervous about going to a new place all by myself in an atmosphere that is anything bu social. I'm really excited to go back to school, but I don't wanna be alone! On top of all this, my heart has been turning this weird shade of yellow (almost like an ear of corn)... I think I may be going crazy.

The fuck do I do? I realize there is no solution to the boyfriend problem, but I have a feeling that once I move, it's going to be incredibly stressful. As he starts dating other people, and taking longer to call me back, it's going to take a toll on me... I feel like I should be taking some kind of precaution now in order to ease the pain in the future, but I'm not even sure what to do on that front.

[dwaink]

that's a tough one, but sounds like u need to bite the bullet and say good bye to em, and u know u will make new friends too. all this stress seems pretty pointless as it isn't going to solve anything? what u will forgo med school to keep a relationship that may or may not last?

[ursulabear]

Oh yeah, Milie, she lives about half an hour away. But she is so worth the drive. God, she is so perfect. So exactly what I need.

[Jessie]

Why can't you ask him to go with you? What if he would go? I would ask him.

[ursulabear]

she has a girlfriend.

[queenofnerds]

Ouch done me back in. Had go out and walk about at 2 in the morning! Ouchie

[polliwog]

I have an earache that seems worse after 3 days of augmentin. Tried to treat it with herbal remedies for 4 days before I gave up and went to my doctor. Have I mentioned that I hate earaches...and most herbal remedies?

[dwaink]

ouch polli, perhaps it is time to see a doctor?

ooops poor reading skillz there... anyways hope it gets better

[milkisobel]

whaouh ! all tadpoles are down !
@dwaink stop writing i your weid southish way i've more and more difficulties to understand you
@polli herbal remedies rock EXCEPT for earache, you know hoch much i am into gentle medicine bu ear is a big deal and i always see a doctor fo it (snice i don't and lose a huge amount of my left ear audition capacity)
@queenie why did you wander at night?
@ursula, even she's got a girlfriend you can stand at ther a a friend in time of have something more ? or perhaps with her influence you can wader through lesbian community and find someon free and cool?
@lawns, don't take the economy of asking him to follows you, perhap will he says yes ? of course a new place is always stressful but you know you have to do sacrifice for your studies, after some years you'll be free to do what you want. i left france and my boyf to study in belgium, then i lleft belgium, friends and boyfriend to come back i france (plus it obviously wasn't my choice, how sacrifying it was !)
all and take care !

[polliwog]

The pain finally seemed to be going away when I woke up yesterday. It's not completely gone yet, but I feel a lot better.

[ursulabear]

My best friend says I should be friends with her and get an emotionally fulfilled. And then sleep with someone else. She does know the cutest lesbians.