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by **milkisobel** on 22 Mar 2012, 17:34

tell her you're frind with her cos you planned to me enthomologist and you start with her...
be sure to be out of the path will gives you such behaviour, it's a sad thing but i think it's grateful not be the girl next door, try harder to find better friend and sod the others off

by **milkisobel** on 14 Apr 2012, 18:54

three years ago i dated once an online man, we spend great time at the café, he invited me at his home, nice time, and when i wanted to go home he tried to rape me to make it short. he stalk at me during days and days calling me my love, calling me true slut, he wanted to make me babies then he wanted to kill me. once i picked up the phone and yelled at him and said i will told the police about this, after that he disappeared from my life.three days ago at the zola jesus concert he was there with his new girlfriend (who is almost 15years younger than him) in the vast bar which was almost empty he sat at 1meter of me! and stare at me like a maniac, i saw him again yesterday at an other place i use to go. for three days now i fall asleep only at dusk time, i feel really anxious, and sad, and afraid to know he's again in my neighborhood. i don't want to go to cops, don't want to see him again and all this law procedure seems too heavy...

by **queenofnerds** on 14 Apr 2012, 19:05

Milki, that is awful. Does your boyfriend know? If he shows signs of stalking you again you may have to go to the police. Don't be a victim. Take care of yourself lovely

by **queenofnerds** on 17 Apr 2012, 19:38

I am full on bottom of the pile down

by **Gerritsón** on 17 Apr 2012, 19:59

What's going on, Queenie?

by **queenofnerds** on 17 Apr 2012, 20:53

It's just tough the whole relationship breakdown, it's tough. Finding it hard to cope and I feel crappy for not coping better. Just want to be over this already!

by **queenofnerds** on 18 Apr 2012, 15:44

Sorry for the gloom last night, I was feeling a bit alone. I'm ok now. Sorry for the burden xxx

by **Gerritsón** on 18 Apr 2012, 17:21

Why should you apologize, Queenie? You so silly. As if it's not okay to feel bad once in a while :wink:

by **queenofnerds** on 18 Apr 2012, 18:06

Thank you Gerben, you are a sweetie

needed a good vent and a cry

by **travvyishot** on 19 Apr 2012, 01:06

fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

how long does it take for the hurting to stop?
i can't remember, it's been a long time...

by **queenofnerds** on 19 Apr 2012, 08:09

Well its good to know I'm not alone in feeling that way

by **Ann** on 19 Apr 2012, 16:14

I'm so lucky in so many ways, especially to have the connection with my husband that I have and to be as close with my family as I am.

But sometimes I get so sad that I haven't had a legitimate "social life" since my junior year of high school (and that can hardly be called a social life). My social anxiety makes it so hard for me to be friends with anybody. I am a terrible friend. Even Milky Mooners can attest to that as I just don't talk enough to the people on here that I consider real-life friends. :/ I'm just so weird and reclusive and anxious and people make me feel so worried and insecure. I wish that I were normal and able to have friends like a normal person instead of being so absurdly uncomfortable with social situations. I can't even count the number of times I've been in public and just felt so overwhelmed that I have to hold back tears. Timothy and I went to a play in Portland around Christmas and I almost started crying during intermission because I was so overwhelmed by everyone around me! Why am I like this? If Timothy gets deployed while I'm still here in El Paso I'm just going to be alone. I've been trying to manage this and get over it since I was a young girl, but it's just gotten worse. Does anybody think that anxiety medication would help? I don't know anything about it, I'm not terribly excited about the prospect of medicating myself further but I really don't know how to react differently to social settings.

I just need to be comfortable having friends so that I stop running away from everybody that wants to talk to me/spend time with me.

by **Jordan~** on 19 Apr 2012, 18:20

There are combinations of medication that can help with anxiety, particularly when it's comorbid with depression. However, medication for just anxiety on its own is less effective than therapy.

by **milkisobel** on 19 Apr 2012, 22:36

how could you ewplain you have such complicity with timothy and can't able to have the same with other peeple? maybe it's a clue to approch other people, i don't mean in crowd as i understand how terriying it is but when you meet some other collegue's wife of your husband, or neighboors et...

by **milkisobel** on 21 Apr 2012, 16:42

ride half an hour through thunderbolt, now my eyes are hurting due to acid rain :wtf:

by **Ann** on 22 Apr 2012, 20:29

by **queenofnerds** on 22 Apr 2012, 20:39

I went through something similar in my 20s I was quite isolated and the only person I felt totally at ease with was my boyfriend. But I think its good to push yourself a little past your comfort zone cos there is fun to be had in groups of friends. It's weird cos I even got to the point where I became uncomfortable going to see my mum and the only person I had any contact with was my bf. The experience I had was I let myself become comfortable to the point where any social activity made me nervous. Might not be your experience at all though!! Hope things get better soon

by **Jessie** on 22 Apr 2012, 21:15

I feel ya. I have my husband and that is it. I have some "acquaintances" but no one else to really talk to. I'm sure it would be good for us to have some lady friends but I don't think there is anything wrong with being a loner. My mom keeps asking if I've made new friends in my town, and no.... I just feel like the weirdo when I'm around other people. I have trouble keeping my "freak flag" down.

One thing that helps being friendless is alot of hobbies :mrgreen:

by **ursulabear** on 22 Apr 2012, 22:14

The other day, I finally watched "the end of time' David Tennant era finale of Dr Who. It upset me so much I couldn't stop crying. I had to take a day off from school. Because the doctor is more of a friend to me than any real person.

by **sadie** on 25 Apr 2012, 09:48

I spent most of Sunday outside One Direction's hotel. About four hundred people were at the front so my friends and I went to the back and tried to trick the security guard into telling us which entrance they'd be coming out of. Turned out that 1D were waiting for us to leave and when we left, they did.

The next day was a school day so I didn't think to go and see if they were still there after school was over. I found out on Facebook that they had been and that I'd missed them.

I'm really upset right now. I feel like none of them are ever going to love me and that I have failed them in not being there when they left. I saw Louis' t-shirt in the window... but none of them saw me....

Weeping.......

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