[queenofnerds]

My head is getting a bit messy lately All wound up wth a cute young rocker, never a good place to be when you are 35.

I am taking a mental break. Watch me. Going to be learnin' if I am no use to anyone today (not booked to work on any project). Learning will keep me sane.

It's just very hard not to think about him.

[Jordan~]

Went to the GP today and asked to do a depression/anxiety inventory; did two (one was made for hospitals but he prefers it because it differentiates between depressive and anxious symptoms). Scored well within the diagnostic criteria for both depression and anxiety; anxiety slightly higher on the one that differentiates, just inside the "severe" bracket for depression on the other one. So I'm back on antidepressants as of today. Hope they work.

[ursulabear]

What are you taking, Jordy?

[Jordan~]

20 mg Citalopram. May go up to 30 mg Citalopram and 15 mg Mirtazapine, depending on how it's working in four weeks.